I lost my way for a bit. For the past several years the external situations in my life made me forget who I was. I was so busy trying not to hurt, and trying to take care of others, that I forgot the most important person in my life. Me. If you don’t take care of yourself, you certainly are not that much help for others. I am starting my journey back to who I was. There is nothing that is going to get in my way. There is no more external circumstances that can stop me from becoming the best version of myself. Stop making excuses. Lose the weight. Change the career you hate. Stop blaming others for your lack of success. Shit happens to all of us. We can be defeated by it, or we can overcome and allow it to make us stronger.
That is what adversity is here for. It is piled on heavy sometimes to test us. It can defeat us, or it can make us the best person we could ever be. No more excuses. No more bullshit. I am the master of my fate. Soon my story will be revealed, and I can put these past several years behind me. I will win. You should too. If you are having problems or facing adversity in your life that makes you want to give up, follow me. I am going to make a mission of lifting people up. I have always been this way, but somehow, I stopped lifting myself up.
I was waiting for someone else to help me. I grew tired of being the rock for everyone else in my life, and was looking for someone to be my rock. Help never came. You have to be aligned with the right people in your life. Every word I say, think, speak, and act on, MUST be something that will attract the people in my life that will support me and believe in me. You deserve the same. No more procrastination. No more bullshit. Its time to reclaim the life I had, always wanted, and will never let slip away again. It just might not involve the same cast. Maybe it will someday, but right now, I gotta be me.